yes, there's more to life!

the tyranny of the teenage absurdity must end! this world has become a post-puberty wasteland of youngsters playing, in essence, adult. Not the adult, synonym to maturity type but to an adult who's yes to beer drinking til morning and were-so-cool-we-should-do-this kind of way and wasting their lives. but really, i have nothing against teenagers like that since most of my friends seem to be on that side of the society hahaha!

so, okay lemme get this straight, I'M NO MS. PERFECT! i drink, i smoke (sort of, i kinda quit last month) and I'm bisexual. but people who tend to overlook much important things and focus on what he/she only wants to see are the people who should be dead! HAHAHAHA! seriously, even if we have only one life to live we should not neglect matters that are also consequential AND essential to THE full circle.

Lindsay Lohan wanna be's are popping up like annoying pimples across the dial. You're lucky to even get a glimpse at a real grown-up these days. Teeners are always trying to look preposterously cool and magnificently well-spoken (they're trying to be). In fact, they are much more childish than their Dragon Ball Z counterparts. To be a teen nowadays is to act like 30 (or something like that), be masterful at emotional situations and glorious one-line put-downs, act like you know everything (ahh! the know-it-alls), dress resplendently, look gorgeous and be surrounded by dumb parents who just don't get it, and Homer Simpson-like teachers.
So, okay, i know I'm not making sense at all. hehe. All I'm saying is with all the poverty, injustice, political irregularities and struggles, I'm pretty sure there's more to life than killer heels and rebonds and ipods and laptops. We just need to look around and look far dude, as far as Africa ^_^

the only thing i learned in 17 years, the only thing: it may took us so long to learn that the answer to life is found in such a simple place. we really don't need tornadoes and crashing houses to know it. we just need to look into our hearts. OWWWKAY, THAT SOUNDED CHEESY! hahaha

well, what do i know right? i guess I'm just depress over turning 18 months from now plus i think I'm gay, i mean REALLY gay! talk about revealing too much information HAHAHA sorry jeff! (and he knows) ;-p